Mating: curious love

I'm loving Mating, albeit in a slightly guilty way -- it tweaks a few of my traits a bit too precisely, with not enough outside-world to make it seem harmless. p. 261-2:

A thing that corrupts N's worldview is his own demonic energy, whyich is what socalled greatness may in fact reduce to. He's unnatural. He can work six hours flagstoning or paving, scabs of cement stuck all over hi body, a bite to eat, into the bathing engine, and he's all set to work late into the night reading and writing and using his abacus.